Angel (morbid_angel) wrote, @ 2004-05-10 19:43:00

Well, i looked in a dream Encylcopaedia after college today, and it said that if you dreamof Death as a figure, with his Scythe, it means that you are coming towards the end of your physical Existence. No surprise there. Death in General means that a situation is coming to an end... Why did my dream have to be so specific -.-

Anyway,while i was there, i saw the most amazing spell book. i have to have it!! It has 5000 spells in it. I doubt there is any black magic in it though... I think i'm going to take up magicand stuff again. I miss it.

Oh yeah, while i remember, iaksed the book of answers if my friends hate me, and it told me "Figure out the obivous" LMAO. I already figured it...

Felt pretty suicidal earlier. Felt like going to the hospitaland asking them to commit me. Maybe not a good idea. Obviously i didn't do it. My mum would kill me. She always goes on about how suicide is evil and Selfish and stuff. But sometimes i just want to escape.

People piss me off... i mean.. wtf.. superficiality is a motherfucking bitch. What's the point. What's the damn point??!!

I'm in major fucking pain too. Had like bad pressure headache since Friday, and got real bad toothache.. and my mum said she'd pay for me to get it sorted, but i don't want her to. And i'mscared of needles!!! And i'll need an injection!!! and Bleah!!!

On the positive side of things, spoke to Josh and mike yesterday, and met Josh's friend Jenn. It was kewl. almost like old times ^^

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