|Current mood:|| accomplished|
I had fun last night. I went out with the girls!! We had one of our old old sleep overs. Like when you do eachother's makeup and dress up in eachothers clothes. It was really really fun. I got the time to completely forget about Beau and Jordan for a while. That was really nice. Now I'm going to deal with it. I've decided to just not go out with Beau at all. We'll just be friends and all that. Then maybe something will happen and I'll want him or w/e, but for now I'll still keep shooting for Jordan. Even though he is way out of reach I think that if I truely want something I should just go get it!! Beau is my boy, but he gets this whole thing. Anyway he already seems hurt. I don't wanna kill what we have now. Well I'll post more later!!