|Current mood:|| depressed|
i am sooo pissed off. i don't even know where to begin. I am just so over whelmed, i don't know if i can take it all.
i cut myself yesterday. i couldn't stop crying and i couldn't deal, so i cut myself. i felt a little guilty afterwards, but not much. i wonder,why did i ever stop? i like the relief it gives me, relief that nothing else seems to be able to give me. People are just selfish tryingto get me to stop. They just want to take away the oone thing that helps me cope without them.