just a little food for thought..
010603 @ 1:00
everyone goes through the trials and tribulations called growing up..erik erikson (spelling) coined this procedure as trying to figure out your idenity..he figured this process came around the age of 14..everyone goes through this i assume..everyone has confusions and frustrations...so i'm not suggesting that i'm special or anything..i'm however suggesting that the difference that i had to go through makes it a bit tougher...we live in a "straight" society..think about it..if homosexuality isnt protrayed in a negative tabooish lighting then it's a double standard...if i remember the quote correctly "guys love it when they see good looking girls, but it's better to see 2 looking girls together" or something of that nature from an ally episode...my point is..i had a different childhood...people tell me..being gay is a part of who they are..a character trait..it's not "hi, i'm so and so and i'm gay" ..i dont know how you can do that..perhaps i'm jealous..who knows..because i know being whatever it is that i am is ME..it isnt just a part it IS me..it was my childhood...i had a different childhood..i had a different time growing up because when i flipped the pages of a magazine iwasnt only staring at the clothes the models wore and i didnt understand this...when i fell in love with someone..it wasnt someone of the opposite sex and i didnt want to understand this...so how can you just say this is a character trait and it's only a part of you and not you..personally it IS me..or maybe i'm just not stable enough to just see it as is...then again i wake up and think..maybe i'm just really open minded and got lost in this way of thought (being open minded that is)..i'm just rambling now..i'll get lost in my thoughts once mor
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