|Current music:||Country Roads - John Denver|
Yeah so it's been awhile since I updated, and I've been keeping busy I suppose, I don't know exactly what all I've been busy doing, but I've stayed occupied, It might have been the work, It might have been the play, or it could have been a little bit of everything I suppose. I feel like I'm living the lives of 3 or 4 different people sometimes, while I'm the same person, I get put into so many different environments, it makes me feel like I'm living life in someone else's shoes. I always have something to do, like it or not, and I haven't really had a chance, or made a chance to just sit back and take some time to myself. Maybe I'll have a little reflrection time to myself camping this weekend... Then again, probably not... Oh well, when I go to camp on wednesday, I'll have some time to myself, wait, nope, get to airport, find Joy, get on bus and talk to Joy for two hours on the bus to camp... Right, oh well... See what I mean, I've got my life so full, I don't have any time to myself anymore, and it's entirely my fault, because all I wanted was to be known and cherished by friends, but in the process of trying to develop really good relationships with my new friends, I've also gotten so far behind with some of my old friends and I feel kind of bad about that. It's like I got myself so caught up in making new friends and meeting new people, I forgot to think about what matters most, my old friends, my family, and myself... I'm not sure if this entry has any point or real meaning in it, but all I can say is, cherish your old friends, love your new ones, and always be the best you that you can be. So thanks for reading this entry of me rambling about the things going through my head, for more insight please come back for our next episode of, Josh, the true confessions of a Teenage liar...