almost over now
well i updated this thing earlier in the day but i x'd out of it on accident and lost it all. i was very pissed. So...the past few days have been interesting i guess. I havent been that busy physically, but i have been mentally...thats not necessarily a good thing. ive actually hated the way ive been thinking cuz its put me in a bad mood most of the day for the past 4 days or so. it was a combination of thinking too much in a jealous, angry, but mainly confused and jealous way. I think a severe lack of sleep had something to do with it too. i hate it when you know what's best for someone but they just don't see it. its the most frustrating thing in the world.