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Lyrics that just pop out at you. Forever For You Barry/Taylor/Torch/Oates Does anyone know what love can cost It'll take you so high then leave you lost Is it a mystery That runs too deep For such a simple heart Can anyone stop the hands of time And put back the loving in your eyes Though it's his name I hear when you are sleeping I'll pretend it's mine When they ask me how long I'm gonna love you If the road to my heart will always stay true I'll say forever I'll say Forever For You When they ask will I stand right there beside you And they don't see you and me the way that I do I'll say forever I'll say Forever For You A rose is a rose by any name But a thorn will still cut you just the same I'm losing your love I know So sad the feeling I can tell somebody's stealing Stealing away your heart - Repeat chorus- I don't know if I should tell you How you live in my heart There's no room for another If you leave me now My heart would not recover This one I heard in the car at roughly 5 pm when Mom, my Tita Winnie and I decided to pick up the reprints from Konica near BK. I'd just finished relaying to Harle the dream I had last night. Girl, I still think I've lost it. Half - Life Duncan Sheik I'm awake in the afternoon I fell asleep in the living room And it's one of those moments When everything is so clear Before the truth goes back into hiding I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding To work on finding something more than this fear It takes so much out of me to pretend Tell me now, tell me how to make amends Maybe, I need to see the daylight To leave behind this half-life Don't you see I'm breaking down Lately, something here don't feel right This is just a half-life Is there really no escape? No escape from time Of any kind I keep trying to understand This thing and that thing, my fellow man I guess I'll let you know When I figure it out But I don't mind a few mysteries They can stay that way it's fine by me And you are another mystery i am missing It takes so much out of me to pretend Maybe, I need to see the daylight To leave behind this half-life Don't you see I'm breaking down Lately, something here don't feel right This is just a half-life Is there really no escape? No escape from time Of any kind Come on lets fall in love Come on lets fall in love Come on lets fall in love Again 'Cause lately something here don't feel right This is just a half-life, Without you I am breaking down Wake me, let me see the daylight Save me from this half-life Let's you and I escape Escape from time Come on lets fall in love Come on lets fall in love Come on lets fall in love Again Funny how this song kinda echoes the dream. I will not - rather, I refuse to go into detail because some things are best kept for my sanity to remain intact. I will tell my girls though come Wednesday... Makes me wonder if I'll survive enough to reach Wednesday... Goddamn melodrama - I know. I'm having one of my infamous fits and it's 2 in the bloody morning. Sue me. Goddess. I try. Heaven knows I do. Heaven knows I've been taping and re-taping and re-taping yet again until all I have left of the scotch tape is the round thingy in the middle... Heaven knows that all I want is to wake up once - Dammit! ONCE! without having to worry about the dreams that come to haunt me every so often. Can't it be over? Like the others before? Can't it just be done and over with? Obviously, the Higher Powers prefer me learning each and every day how to live the way I do. I mean, hey - not that I blame them. I've learned a helluva lot these past few months. And I continue to enjoy the learning. But I wish my mind and heart and soul could have a little break sometime soon. It's straining on me. The dreams. The images. And he says I can just change them all by thinking happier thoughts. I could. I want to. But right now, it doesn't seem to be an available option. I'm a symbolic dreamer for cryin' out loud! But what?! are they trying to tell me??? Just dropped by his blog - interesting things. Nothing much really... it was just great to read something that was a lot more cheerier. Dropped by her and I can't wait to hug her this coming Wednesday. I missed her a lot. And I plan to wangle stuff out of her considering that she owes me kwento. *pauses and breathes* I envy Kai in that aspect. She got to go away to do some soul-searching without having to worry about the people around her. She can actually enjoy alone time. Which is something that I guess I have to start learning. I can't help it... I miss my kids - Nen. Hope. Eden. Alessa. - Recieving an SMS from Marty (who I have yet to make a blog for) was relieving this afternoon. Made me think of other things for a change. Man I really need to get a grip. And I need to sleep. So I'll wrap up cleaning up my e-mail and get my sorry little tush to bed. Post a comment in response: |
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