{{ IELLE }} (mlina) wrote, @ 2003-03-28 10:25:00

Current mood:	awake
Current music:	"Indie Rockin'" - Common Rotation

i am becoming a mini-lyrics dot com.
just plain going insane over several songs simply because i find them particularly cute.

Why Don't You and I
Santana feat. Chad Kroeger

Since the moment I spotted you
Like walking round with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with butterflies
Ooh and it's alright
Bouncing around from cloud to cloud
Got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down
If I said I didn't like it then you'd know I'd lied ooooh
And everytime I try to talk to you
I get tounge tied turns out
Everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right
So I'm singing
Why Don't You and I get together
We'll take on the world and be together forever
Heads we will, Tails we'll try again
And I'm singing
Why Don't You and I get together
And fly to the moon and straight on to Heaven
'Cause without you they're never gonna let me in
When's this fever gonna break
I think I've handled more than any man can take
I'm like a love sick puppy chasing you around
Oooh and i'ts alright
Bouncing around from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never gonna down
And if I said I didn't like it then you'd know I'd lied
Oooh
And everytime I'd try to talk to you I'd get tounge tied turns out
Everything I say to you comes out wrong and never comes out right
So I'm singing
Why Don't you and I get together
Let's take on the world and be together forever
Heads we will and Tails we'll try again
So I'm singing
Why Don't You and I get together
We'll fly to the moon and straight on to Heaven
'Cause without you they're never gonna let me in
Slowly I begin to realise that this is never gonna end
And the moment you walk by it's like oh here we go again oh
So I'm singing
Why Don't you and I get together
We'll take on the world and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
And I'm singing
Why Don't You and I get together
And fly to the moon and straight on to Heaven
'Cause without you they're never gonna let me in
(repeat to fade)


...


have had a couple of new... events in my life, as of late. met up with my babies last... wednesday at mcdo. i never thought i'd see the day when the sound of people talking at the same time would actually grate on my ears and mind.

just proves to show what computer projects and sleeping at 2.30 then waking up at 4.30 can do to a person.

thank the goddess that THAT's over for now.

the onyl things i have to go insane over is the Bibliarasal (prayer session) my RELSONE teacher is 'forcing' on me and my blockmates to do, and me trying to figure out how to make a reaction to one more japanese movie (c/o the filmfest that happened a few weeks back) when i only watched two.

read: i need three to add 5% to my grade.

why? - because, as fun as my INTROSO class is, let's face it - sir baula has this thing about really pushing the limits. i have resolved, at least, that it is better for me to go essay-type rather than go on the objective.

*winces and babies her left hand* my poor, poor writing hand. no tests so far though, save for the take-home one he's handing us today.

next.

i am quoting this from my bloggie:



...

On tattoos and white shirts...

It is Friday and I am at the computer lab on the third floor.

It is Friday and I went through another session with RELS and FILIPI wherein first, we discussed the fact that we have to do a Bibliarasal at home, complete with pictures and secodly, because I have to format several things on my computer tonight. Read: the translated version (Tagalog) of Chicken Soup for the Teenaged Soul II.

Talk about wow.

Gah! I just wish summer would roll by and take me away. At least then the only headache I will have to deal with is a. my gown - which, I haven't seen since that fitting a month ago, b. the guestlist - which, though finally finished has to be typed. And c. my make-up and every other frou-frou that comes along.

And... heh. I'd problemize over adding to AB - which is stuck where it is because though I have so many new scenes in mind I cannot seem to find enough time to update it.

Yes, I know I blog - but writing the scenes for my darling blog-series is a different matter altogether. I want it to be well-thought, not rushed. It means too much to me to take for granted in that way.

Now. About tattoos.

Don't worry people - please, I did not get an actual tattoo, though I have spend on a henna tattoo of the Goddess' symbol (the triplicate moon) which is now currently sitting/riding on my left hip. About roughly a year ago I had a tattoo in the same area, only this time it was a dolphin riding on the waves with the letters 'xliv' printed below it.

The reason for those letters I might explain some other time. All I'll say is that they mean something to because thanks to a wonderful boy who I have not heard from in a year. Wherever you are, Sean, hello, hi, I wish you'd e-mail me.

Anyway - why the Goddess symbol? Well... let's just say that I want to... get in touch with her? - No, that's not the word... but anyway - another reason is because I couldn't find a decent fairy to place on my left shoulderblade. For the MD (Mighty Ducks - animated) fans reading this, you'll know that my character there - Nyre Leviste has one on her let shoulderblade. Heheheh... talk about bringing what is written to real life. ;p


. . .

On white shirts.

For teh first time since I bought this knitted thing *gestures to the white, short-sleeved turtleneck* I am finally wearing it.

Heheheh... Flip, pumapayat na ako (ed~ trans: I am finally getting slimmer), which is why I am going to grovel at your feet tonight and beg you to be my spotter for the next two weeks that training stops and the constant fear of me blimping up before the debut begins anew. Gr. The life I have to lead due to slow metabolism. ;p

Heheheh...

I dunno why I even wrote that *points up to the first title*. But I guess it feels... great, today to have a lot of things out and hopefully resolved.

Maia - I love you so much, ma ch鋨e, thank you again for being honest. *huggles* I wanna see you na!!! Gah!

And then there's the fact that I blog-hopped a little while ago and found this here:

Well...let me get one thing straight...eden, i never used you as my crutch...never. I wouldn't even dream of it. Is that what you really thought it was? The thing is, i just want to be open to you...I didn't want to hide any secrets from you. The only time that I asked for your help was with a certain something...I just wanted us to be like sisters...but it doesn't necessarily mean that I use you as a crutch.

I tried my best. God knows I did. As much as possible, I didn't ask help from you...I just told you my problems, because I don't want to keep any secrets from you. Because I want you to feel that you are a part of my family.

Hope...Ate Maia...thank you for your shoutouts. They cheered me up.^_^

And nesan, thanks again. When you and big bro talked to me, I realized I was being too greedy. I wanted to get along with everybody...even if that meant I have to degrade myself in order for them to like me...I did it. I was an idiot.This past 3 years, I realized I lost myself completely. I let the waves wash me away. The Alessa that Eden meant wasn't like this. The Alessa that Eden met,was strong. I finally knew what it meant, and I realized I was strong, only a long time ago...

So eden, I accept your proposal of being friends again. Yet I promise you, once I find the real me, the me that you knew and loved, the me, 3 years ago, I assure you, I will be once again the best friend that you can proud of. Count on it ^_^

Nesan...Eden...I love you guys.^_^ arigato...

This is my last sorry.

I'm sorry if I ever hurt you,Eden.
I'm sorry nesan, if I ever disappointed you.
The both of you totally rock. I mean it.(",)

Now...for the people who are sick and tired of reading this blog due to its constant whining, and especially for the people who antagonized me this past three years...to my loved ones, Eden and Melina...the curtain rises here...watch me bloom...

*sniffles and searches for a tissue* Not meaning to be melodramatic or anything but I really am proud (to the point of joyful tears) that I manged to get through to you, Lessa. *huggles* I am v. proud of how you handled this - and very relieved that...well. You get the point. ;p

Let's just say that your neesan has this thing about when people stop texting her. Heheheh... crisis finished, I hope that it's okay with all parties concerned (read: all of my babies) that I slump you in the same table at my debut.

Table preparations and bloody placecards kill a person's brain. Geez. The things I have to go through to hype up the... most important(?) birthday in my life. Yuck. That was soooooooooooo cheesy. Heheheh...;p

. . .

Hah. See what I mean? My darling imouto is improving *huggles Lessa again* and has shown... exemplary *blinks ~ is that the right term?* - erg... commendable... gah. Nevermind. I don't make sense anymore.

I need more sleep. Gr.

NEEEEEEEEEEEEXT!!!

Hah. Well there's Maia's honesty, Alessa's new achievement, the fact that three out of six of the Wednesday Gang (Isis, Harle, Me... though Mac showed up later on) met up with Hope, Nenloth (tell you mom I said hello!!!), my highschool kada - Ice and Meloi, and... methinks I'll be adopting someone new...but for the moment - I don't think I can yet. ;p *huggles Marty*

Marty, get a bloggie! Then I'll be able to bother you 24/7! Heheheh... Ich. Sorry if I was so out of it last Wed. That's what you call information overload - DLSU style.

Hm...what else... Ich. I'll just blog a new entry when I make further sense. I...have to do something... don't ask *sweatdrops and skitters out of the comp lab for a minute*

...

Talk about a LOT of things happening. Ich. Me and my life.

Makes me smile though, to see that things are better than how I thought they were.

I mean, heck, I have wonderful, adorable, loving friends, fun in life, i have a sport that i love playing, a great brother (who, unfortunately refuses to update his blog), i am turnig 18 in less than a month and... well... let's just say that excluding my present predicament in school - everything's fine and dandy. heheheh...

Hm...

I joined a fanlisting for this new indie (that... did not sound right somehow) band that's taken my attention by storm.

why? i fell inlove with the lyrics. hehehe... and to think, i only got to know them because i watched buffy, saw warren (read: robot-making-guy-with-geeky-voice) and thought he looked like CP.

enough about CP. we're talking about adam. he's... unique. pretty much, and i like Common Rotation (that's the band) more because i love their music rather than my ever-recent crush on the guy.

well... you know me. i'm this way or that... and everything else in between.

anyway, i'm practically drowning myself in the cd mom burned for me - *gasps* yes! my mom's stoooooooooofid Mac of a computer actually burns cds! thank GOD for that. ;p eheheheh...

marf. what else? ...heh. pretty much nothing... though i will hop over to isis' blurty to take a look-sie at what's up with my sister.

and before i forget: new email!!! -->venus_on_a_moodswing@yahoo.com. blame flip, my darling younger-older-taller-baby-brother *huggles* for the wonderful name!

anyone wanna make me avatars? i found the piccies athena... but i haven't uploaded them yet. me want stitch and... lesse...adam avatars. heheheh... a nice ave of dawn would do as well.

athens - kick DE in the butt. he'd better update some more. i changed the bloody layout for his bloggie already.

~Mel out.

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