Yuuki Miyaka (miyaka) wrote, @ 2003-04-01 18:39:00

Damage
Title: Damage
Author: Yuuki Miyaka
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing or POV: Lucius/Snape
Written for: morbidkid and slytherinslut
Special Note: Thanks go to scathing

I'm bleeding. I can feel the salty-warm liquid pouring down my cheek as I stare up at him. He leans over me, and the waterfall of platinum hair obscuring my vision. He is cruelty personified, a coldness that intoxicates me. He is an ice sculpture, perfect and beautiful and I will lose my heart to frostbite for loving him. I cannot love him, and yet somehow, I cannot turn away.

If evil has a color, it is white, not black. It is his hair, and his eyes, and that shining knife that he uses against my skin, the blade tinged crimson with my blood. I hate him, hate the abuse, and yet, I cannot leave him. He owns me, he despises me, and he will make me suffer always.

I wonder, sometimes, if he will kill me eventually. Will he tire of his willing servant, black as night and twice as miserable? Will he realize that he can do absolutely anything he wishes to me, and I would never object? Does he already know?

Questions when he wants quiescence. Curiosity when he wants calm. Fretting when he wants fear. I must control myself to control the damage.

~End~

Word Count: 197

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