Looks like my great big hunch was right.... Crystal told me about how in early September Nicole called Jason with a huge speech -- telling him how much she loved him and how he should leave me for her. She called him one night and confessed all of her feelings. She told him that she would love him more than I ever could. She begged him to sleep with her "just one time." She told him that I cheat on him with Kyle all the time, and that I always talk bad about him. He, of course, knew she was lying about me, and he HATED HER, so he let her down. He didn't wanna ever tell me because he knew I'd stomp the living shit out of her. Crystal said that shortly before the accident, he had made the decision to tell me, cuz apparently she kept on badgering him to be with her.
I can't believe her NERVE. All that time, I knew what was going on, and she would lie right to my face like I was stupid. Then she wanted to act like I was the one who didn't know how to be a good friend.... Had I have known, I probably would have beat her ass. What kind of friend was SHE to do that behind my back?! The only thing about the situation that halfway chills me out is the fact that I know Jason would NEVER do anything with her, and I know that he loved me more than the world.
Really, I think it all hurts my feelings more than it angers me. It does anger me infinitely, but it saddens me more. How could she be like that? I always knew it. I ALWAYS knew it. It's pretty pitiful that she couldn't get a guy on her own, she had to try to take one of MINE. What a manipulative bitch. I would dare call her a slut, but a slut can actually GET guys. It really hurts me because friends doing stuff like that is what hurts me the most. She remembers the Courtney-Drew drama and how much that killed me.... She's lucky I never knew until now....Who know's what I would've done THEN....
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