| Current mood: |  cold |
| Current music: | "If You're Not the One" ~ Daniel Bedingfield |
We'll Make It Through
My tongue is KILLING me! It's been about five days since I've had it pierced. It's hard to eat, and I'm SOO hungry. I'll be able to eat normal foods and change the balls and barbel by like Wednesday or Thursday.
Yesterday me, the two Sara(h)s, Sandra, & Sara T.'s little cousin Desiree all met at the Sanford Mall. We shopped for a few hours and ate at Ruby Tuesday's, which was really fun. I had a hard time eating chicken, and I had to order mashed potatoes as a side. After that, Sara T. & Des went on home, and me, Sarah P. & Sandra went to the Altamonte Mall to shop some more. I bought me a pair of chords from Gap, and a pair of cool work pants from Aero. I bought a couple X-Mas presents for Brandon & Bryan. After they brought me home, Mom surprised me with a really cool jacket. I'm excited to wear it. I still have tons of shopping to do. Mostly all I did yesterday was scout for what I wanted to get for everyone else. I have an idea for everyone, so hopefully it all works out.
Today I dropped off a copy of my SS card & driver's license. I also picked up a couple movies (which I get to rent for FREE), Legally Blonde 2, Monster's Ball, and The Bourne Supremacy before it's available to the public. It's cool cuz I get also get to see movies in advance there too. I can also watch a movie in the store while I'm working. I'm so excited to start working there; it's like the perfect job for me.
I've been thinking about Jason SOOOO much lately. It's killing me not knowing what's going on with him. Thankfully Amanda keeps me informed, so I can still find out what's up with him. I keep having dreams about us in the future talking about what happened way-back-when and how amazing it was that he bounced back from it all so well. Lately I keep hearing and old Daniel Bedingfield song on the radio that explains exactly how I feel about it. I downloaded it today, and I keep playing it over and over.
If you're not the one
Then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one
Then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine
Then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine
Would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away
But I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you
Then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you
Then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me
Then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me
Then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it
I don't understand
If I'm not made for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart
And pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it
I don't understand
If I'm not made for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms...
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