| Current mood: |  gloomy |
| Current music: | "Unbreak My Heart" ~ Toni Braxton |
Something I'll Cherish and Hold
Ohhh, it's nice to be home since we have a mini-freebie day. There was a small fire from a fusebox outside the bandroom, so the whole school was dismissed to go home. Nice.
Anyways, the other night Mom was searching for something in the computer desk, and she found a Valentine poem Jason had written me. She gave it to me teary-eyed, and when I read it aloud, we both wound up crying pretty bad.
"Looking back on all of the times,
all of the love we share.
I can how much you mean to me,
and just how much you care.
Having you is like having a gift,
something I'll cherish and hold.
Like having a nice warm jacket,
when the temperature is really cold.
But your love does make me feel wam,
all toasty and fuzzy inside.
So to prove to you I am grateful,
my heart I no longer hide.
If nothing lasts forever,
and all must come to an end.
Then whatever time I have left,
it's with you I want to spend.
I know just what you mean to me,
and I know my feelings are true.
So just be with me on this day,
and tell me you love me too.
Sharing moments with you there,
no matter what they are.
Even when they're bad and embarrassing,
you are still my only star.
You'll be the star that holds me,
the star that protects me now.
You'll be the star no on could ever compare,
no one could even know how.
I know we have our bad times,
and say things we don't mean.
But our love is always strong enough,
and we always make it, it seems.
Laughing with you about funny words,
the words I say so crude.
Is always special to me,
and I'll "expedite" my happiness to you.
But being serious,
when all is said and done.
You remain my constant,
even when all the constant is gone.
I can't wait to be with you more,
spend all my life by your side.
I can't wait to spend all my time,
looking into your eyes.
There's a hope that lies in there,
an aura of love you see.
They make me love everything,
then even make me love me.
So you're me baby,
you know it's true.
You're my valentine,
and I love you."
-<3-
Jason
I'm so glad I have that. I means more to me than anything in the world. I wanna show it to his mom and Nicole, and just everyone. I miss him so much. I can't stand it anymore. I NEED him. I cry all the time just thinking about him. It's hard to even live anymore. The part where he says "If nothing lasts forever, / and all must come to an end. / Then whatever time I have left, / it's with you I want to spend." just kills me. I wish people knew how much he needs me...
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