|Current mood:|| crushed|
|Current music:||Truth- Revolutionary Girl Utena|
My sad, sad little life....
Im very articulate when im irrate. FUCKING ERIC FECHNER TOLD SEAN THAT I GRABBED HIS ASS TODAY BECAUSE OF GRAB ASS FRIDAY! IM so mad, and sad, AND ANGRY, and depressed, and heartbroken, and foolish. I hate Eric. Most people do. He's a dick, and everyone knows it. He seemed like he was being alright today. The said thing was that Sean said that he finally trusted me. I really believed it this time. Ive been trying to get Sean to trust me now forever, and because of some stupid little day! Im heartbroken, and even though I want to leave him, I still love him! I just know it's for the best, for both of us. I got a lead in the school play~ yay.... Sean says I won't spend enough time with him. So yeah. That's not the only that reason though. There are many others, such as:
He takes me for granted.
He has a really bad temper.
He is really needy.
He is super clingy.
Sigh. I guess i cant have everything. Not to mention...I am irratited that Chip wont let me im him. I mean, he says we are friends, then wont let me im him. Oh well. I just guess my life sucks. Nobody trusts me, and everyone likes me.
I know...y is it that i am angry that everyone likes me...? It seems like i'd be happy. I am, sort of. I just feel really overwhelmed with everything. That's why I really want to talk to Chip. I know that he's all paranoid that Im trying to get back together with him and be all buddy buddy, but GOD! I just wanted to aim him! All I wanted to do was talk to someone who I know well (a guy. I dont like talking to girls lately) who didnt like me. Besides, he is the one who pointed that out to me. *sigh*
I am just really tired of people "graping" me in class and wanting me to have sex with them so they dont feel like a loser. Heh. The one guy who doesnt like me wont be friends with me because he USED to like me!!! URGGGG!! I do like one of the people graping me, but I am just not up to it. I am way to emotionally unstable. I started laughing really hard in 3rd period for example. Then, 3 seconds later, I was almost sobbing.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!
Oh, by the way...here is a test I just took. It's cheered me up a bit...
You're a 50's corset. You'll poke someone's eye
out with those babies.
What corset are you?
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