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okay, i haven't written in awhile.
[friday] already wrote about it. [:
[saturday] i was supposed to be at mom's between 11 and 113o, but i didn't wake up until 113o, so i ran and took a shower, got dressed and got to mom's around 115. i met my stepdad's sister in law [jermaine - very snobby] and hung out there for awhile. mom fell into the pool, michael started calling me 'mama' and i finally gave holly her birthday present. then i left around 515 and came home and jennie was here, which i've already talked about. so i cleaned my room and went over to chris's house. we watched the birdcage and snatch. well, i didn't actually watch all of snatch. i fell asleep a couple of times, but when it was over, we went back into his room and talked. he said a lot of things about how he was going to teach me this and that, which means we'll be spending more time together. right? anyway. he went outside to smoke around 2am and then came back in and we had sex. twice. the first time amused me. he came in less than a minute and was so embarrassed, but i was prepared because he told me that he tends to do that the first time in a long time. it was cute, actually. then about 15 minutes later, he got it back up and we had sex again and this time, it wasn't quite as short as the first time. it was great. it was a little awkward at first and he kept saying, 'someone shoot me' but when it smoothed out, so to speak, he didn't want to be dead anymore. ah, this kid is great. anyway - we had sex, talked about it afterwards to make sure we were still okay and then i went home around 545. i woke up around noon-thirty on sunday and my grandma was ignoring me completely because i got home at 6am. well, fuck you bitch. anyway, i went to heather's room around 145 and she had just woken up so i sat on her bed with her and we talked for about an hour. it was great. we need more talks like that. then we took a shower, got dressed, called dan to see if he was ready to go to best buy and he wasn't, so chris, heather and i went to wal-mart and bought some necessities and i bought the ring and my big fat greek wedding, then called dan and he still wasn't ready, but wanted us to come over. i dropped chris off and went to over to dan's dad's house with heather [and i didn't get too lost!] and we drove around trying to find an open place. no such luck. heather and i went out to eat and then came home. end of day.
[monday] went to work. nothing too exciting happened, except adam told me that matt wanted my pager number, so i told him to give it to me and matt and i talked quite a bit. he and i are going to do something on sunday, but adam's got this fear that he's going to lose me and i feel bad about hanging out with matt, but on the other hand, i don't because i know adam will always be one of my best friends and i'll always be able to tell him anything. there's things i tell him that i don't tell anyone else and i don't want him to think he's going to lose me. if anything ever happened between matt and me [which it won't because i'm just.. not too interested in him like that], he'd be first [third.. lol] to know and if it got to the point where things were uneasy between us, i'd stop hanging out with matt because adam means more to me than that and i'm selfish and need him around to keep me from falling asleep at work. are you paying attention, adam? read it again. [:
my ass hurts. i've been sitting here for too long again. i'm going to bed.
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