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Nobody Ever Seems To Remember, Life Is A Game We Play........
you know what
life is good
life is real good
i have this shitload of stuff on my back
and its kinda falling right through me as i become more and more invisible
yet
i'm so much more happy more often
and its good
its really really good
its hard to think of something bad
and look back and think how much i enjoyed those thoughts
its tough to look back and realize how close i came to cutting myself
and overdosing
and killing myself
but now i'm happy i didnt
i did hurt myself though
i didnt make myself bleed
but i twisted and pinched and pulled and banged and bit and smacked
but i never did anything that could affect my future
kiddies, just because you're depressed, it doesnt mean you can go and do stupid things
most of the time
when people are depressed
they act like they know so much more about what life really is
and its true
and i still have that mentality
but if they are so much smarter than the average human being
how come they arent smart enough to see that there is so much more to life than what they are making of it?
wow
i look back and see how much i would have hated someone who said all those things when i was depressed
but deep down
you know its true
you know that you can be happy
you know that people care
you just dont want to accept it
or maybe its just me?
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