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On The Ocassion
today = average day
this morning was pretty depressing though
i got two serious kick in the balls though
1-supremely dissed by some goddamn sophomores. hate to say one was ashleigh.
2-slip of the hand BOOM goes bianka's clarinet
i felt translucent again
like a ghost
chris wasn't in class today ;.;
but thats cuz the juniors had their little testing diddy going on
but george was XD XD XD
we didnt even do anything
i wrote a long note to eric
and that was all
then i went to the drafting room for Lit.
it was really boring.
i should've been reading a connecticut yankee
but instead i read excel saga
i told susanne about wanting to do pottery
she said she heard that it was a lot of fun
but i'll have to wait until my junior year before i can take it
high school is too short
lunch was pretty crappy
alicia is reeeeeaaallly perverted
and yemi had ice cream....
alicia said something to andy about respecting me
i really hope he was listening
alicia, hehe, decided that the funniest thing to do
was ask guys about their masturbation habits
she asked yemi
yemi denied it
she asked wei (sp?)
i dont remember what he said tho
she asked andy, quitely
and he said something
which i didnt hear
so i asked alicia and she told me afterwards
i told bianka
we both thought out loud:
"well, at least he's honest"
i loved the song we played in band
i couldn't play one certain measure too well
but thats ok
but there was a LOT of sax in it
i'm sitting there with this big grin on my face thinking
"its about FUCKING time!"
and the best part, theres so little brass in it
w00t!
except, michael's so annoying
and he keeps calling me a bitch
stupid fag
biology was ok
taylor threw a paperball at me
in it, he wrote me, asking for money
i told him i didnt have any
i didnt! i was begging andy for a dollar at lunch
he called me a liar, but he was smiling
i scraped up fifty cents for him
he didnt even say thank you
and i know he's not going to pay me back
anthropology was better than usual
we did a whole bunch of bs about levels of questions
which we already learned in mrs sanford's class
katie walked into the classroom having no idea what they were
and she waltzed out like she was an expert
and i learned some shocking things about anna
that i promised i wouldn't tell anyone
my brain died in geometry
simply put
then i came home
andy was being pretty mean today
it really made me feel bad
because his attitude about it
makes me feel like i've done soemthing wrong
something that made him mad at me or soemthing
i felt really bad at lunch
i was planning on going to give him a hug
but i was scared he might push me away
or give me one of the cold hugs he used to give me
not like the hugs mean anything to him anyways
i'm really worried about anna
i said some pretty harsh things about her today
but only because i was so mad
i really hope she's going to be ok
just came home from an adventure
we went to see dr patel
and he was about to strangle us when we told him that we wanted to stop the medication
man, i havent taken zoloft in so long
and look, i'm doing just fine!
fuckers
after that, we went to michael's
because i told my mom that i would like to learn how to paint
and she bought me lots of watercolor things
i'm going to have fun!
after, we went to the library and checked out lots of books
i asked my mother if she would send me to boot camp to learn discipline
she laughed in my face
good thing?!?
believers, be happy for me, i prayed last night
ok, well, i guess i'm done
for this update at least
gotta read other ppls journals
bye
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