I just wanted to say tonight that I HATE ignorant people so fucking much. I mean, there are a some things in life that you can't help sometimes, like money problems, family issues, broken down car, bad hair days, sinusitis, cancer...etc. BUT, there is never any excuse for ignorance and stupidity.
And speaking of hate, I know i'm gonna go on a rant here, but riddle me this...I'm a decent, self-sufficient citizen of the "good ole" USA, state of Georgia. I pay my taxes like every other legal citizen of this country and my state. I would like to know why I can't find medical assistance anywhere In this state? I mean, If I were an illegal alien, fresh across the fucking border, I'd get better medical treatment (considering, right now I can't get any), provided my my tax money and yours too. And I'm not saying this as a throw off to anyone from another country. I'm a middle-low income, single parent who works far more than I should, just to try to make ends meet and I'm barely holding it together. My job provides me with no medical insurance whatsoever. I can't afford to pay $150-200 a month for an individual policy. Now, in my state, children in families in my same income bracket are eligible for a state funded medical program, which I pay $10 a month for, and it's a GREAT program. But, I think that it should go without saying that if these children are eligible for medical care through this program, based on MY income, that child's parents may also need some sort of medical program, along the same lines. But there's nothing for us, whatsoever. AND I guarantee, If I quit my job and did nothing but be a sorry sack of shit then I could get medical care, some food stamps, maybe even a gov't check. So, I feel like I'm being punished for trying to be a responsible citizen and a decent human being. I just don't get it and I'm FUCKING IRATE about it. This country takes better care of immigrants and illegals than it's own citizens, and for what...? To look so high and mighty to every other country in the world, it's all FAKE and I hate it. I understand why so many other countries look down on us. It's such a fake, arrogant place to be. And, yet, I can think of no other place better to be. ACK!
This weekend I'm writing a strongly worded letter to my state senator and the governor. And, I'm sure it won't make any difference in the world, but I don't care as long as I get it off my chest, because I'm sure there are so many parents out there in my exact situation and we don't deserve to be treated like this. So, now we're at the end of my rant. HAHAHA
It was a beautiful day in Augusta today, I wish everday was as awesome. And I can't believe Constatine got the boot from American Idol (one of my few guilty pleasures). Scott should've been the one! Well, I'm off to dreamyville now. Maybe I'll dream of overthrowing the gov't and legalizing marijuana and starting a medical program and sentencing all stupids and ingorants to manual labor camps. bwaaahaahaa.