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head buried in the sand???
So, I'm off work today and tomorrow. I'm going tomorrow to apply for another job. The thing about searching for a job AND being using "herbal medicines" is that, well, it's hard. ROFL one or the other has got to stop. I need to finish off this stash I have and then go clean for awhile, so that's what i'm gonna do. Getting a better job is definitely more meaningful to me than getting high. But I do love the smokey treats...*sigh*
I'm also going to apply for this small paper route, it's only one day a week, but don't really want to do much more side work than that anyway. I just need a little extra money to help make my car insurance payments, UGH! Anyway, I think that would be sufficient to help me out. But the other job I'm applying for is also at the company that has this paper route job, I'm also applying there for an office position they have.
I had another weird dream yesterday, not really a prophetic dream, I HOPE, but I was at the beach and I was in semi-shallow water. I purposely went under for some reason and when I did, the sand somehow covered my head under the water. The sand was SO heavy and I didn't have the strength to pull my head out. I remember thinking, one of my legs is sticking straight up out of the water and I should try to kick it back and forth to get someones attention, but then I told myself, no one is going to pay attention, they're just going to think i'm playing around. So, my next thought is, "this is it, I'm about to die", but still trying to get the heavy, wet sand off my head so that I could escape the water. The next thing I know, I woke up SO HARD! ROFL I was pushing the top part of my body off the bed with my hands and apparently, I was actually holding my breath in my sleep, because, I was literally gasping for air so hard, as if, I actually had been holding my breath under water for too long. It was really, really creepy. I hope it doesn't happen ever again!
Well, guess that's it for now. Have a "sweet" day!
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