Work sucks
Im majorly stressed about work... My boss gave me another talking too.. albeit nice on friday... The thing that gets to me is that everything she complains about is only things the girl i work with could know.. because my boss isnt around... It means that the girl i work with spies on me... and the two of them having meetings to discuss me.. Im starting to struggle with working under these conditions... i mean who wants to have their every move watched.. and the things the girl i work with report are not too reliable considering she doesnt liek me that much, which is mainly due to the fact thats shes soooo moody... Ive never worked with someone like her.. who can be nice one minute and say horrible things the next...
And then, my horse is sick and i need to see him as many times a day as i can... and as my work day is too late and o get home in the dark thus cant see him.. ive been getting in an hour early so that i can leave an hour early too see him.. but my boss all but told me that i cant come in early because theres no one there to see if im doing work!!! Meanwhile the other girl comes in 45 mins early nearly every prac morning and then claims it on Time in lieu... So whats the difference? Only that the two of them are close friends...
My weekend has been filled with anxiety and depression.. cos im worried im going to get told off.. no matter what i do.. I so dont wanna go to work tomorrow. Im trying my hardest... but theres way too many double standards and i just dont have a chance....
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