|Current mood:|| indifferent|
|Current music:||Tori Amos|
I just found out that my ex-boyfriend has a new girlfriend. And I don't know how I feel about it. I mean I'm kinda indifferent about it, but at the same time I'm upset; because I don't have a new bf and I'm not the one he cares about anymore. I know it's stupid to feel this way, especially because it was my fault that we broke up. I just couldn't take the relationship anymore (I don't know why). When we broke up we kinda just ignored each other for a few months, but then went right back to being good friends which I was really happy about. And then I started to miss our relationship but I usually only felt like that for a few mins at a time. But now I'm really wondering if I fucked some thing really good up. And I'm just very confused now.