Whats up lonely, Seems you're my only, Friend who wants to share my pain...
*Walks out of the gas station that is, thankfully, open 24 hours, carrying a blue-raspberry slurpee in my hands, wearing my favorite scrubby outfit: a pair of gray pants and an oversized Led Zepplin shirt. My hair is up in a ponytail, a messy one at that, with a few pieces of hair framing my face instead of neatly pulled back*
*Tucks a strand of hair behind my ear, looks up at the sky quickly, admiring how amazing the sky looks tonight, with the stars almost glittering against the black night, before walking over to my car and climbing inside. Takes a sip of the slurpee and puts it in my cup holder, starting the car and driving away from the gas station*
I've been driving around for hours. I can't sleep, as usual. And it's only my first day of a long break from doing shows. *sighs and glances at the clock* 4:17 AM. Nice. Yeah, this sucks..
But I've got a lot on my mind. I've been doing a lot of thinking.. *reaches over and turns the radio on*
I could stay lost in this moment forever, every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure-- *quickly shuts it off*
About that. No.. not Aerosmith. And not Armageddon or Ben Affleck, though he is cute. *shakes head* Me, being alone, has been crossing my mind more than I'm willing to admit, lately. *takes a deep breath* It's just.. I see so many people happy and head-over-heels in love and it would just be so nice to feel that way, too. I hate having that tiny, nagging, jealous feeling in the back of my mind that won't leave me alone when I see people in love. I should be happy for them. And I am, definitely.. I just can't help but feel a little envious.
*sniffles and blinks away a few tears* Wow, I can't believe I'm letting it get to me like this. *laughs softly* C'mon, Branch, suck it up.
Only problem is.. *bites lip* this time, I'm not sure it'll be that easy.
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