| Current mood: | more than happy |
| Current music: | come on - number one fan |
yeah...so...its been a while, huh?
this journal really makes me feel weird.
i don't feel the same...well...a bit ago i didn't feel the same reading this.
now i do...i feel like i'm starting to be more like the old me.
and until now i didn't even notice how much i've changed.
it's insane.
i dunno...that probably doesn't make sense.
only in my odd little mind. =)
i want to start again...but not like i'm forgetting everything before this.
i'm happy...i'm fairly happy with the way things have gone. i mean things
haven't gone the way i've wanted them to, but it's given me things to hope for
and time to figure out what i want.
and now that i know and i am getting things accomplished, it's great.
i think i can finally start settling down while things change again.
it's a nice feeling.
the greatest thing to be happy about is loving someone and remembering it at random times of the day.
feeling warm when it's 30 degrees outside. whether or not the feeling is mutual. whether or not you're forgotten. it's good either way.
it just so happens to be awesome when it's shared.
maybe it is though. how i would i know? i'm just guessing. and being a slight
pessimist doesn't help guessing.
wow...i'm freakin cold. haha...
the only way YOU are going to figure anything out is if you take the chance.
when are you going to stop being stubborn...and realize i'm here?
hehe it's so difficult to keep cats out of christmas trees...i give up.
i'm being really a.d.d. but i think it's good for everyone to be a little random sometimes.
don't you agree?
stop reading words and put meanings into situations.
see just what the word waiting means to me.
you see, the reason i'm not putting this in my livejournal is because i'm not altogether sure this is the kind of post i want everyone reading, and only my best friends check this.
well i know YOU don't like reading. i guess i'll end this here.
it's been swell.
k1d3k1
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