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| Current music: | Let It Bleed - The Rolling Stones |
Bored
Everything is boring me lately. It pisses me off no end that I can`t seem to find anything that can capture my imagination enough to keep me still for more than an hour or so. My work has always bored me, so no surprise that I`m far from content in that area, but stuff that I usually like such as fucking, working out, playing my guitar are all having a hard time keeping my attention.
Maybe I need some new stimulation, or maybe it`s my medication. Fucked if I know! It`s just that ever since I got back to work I`ve had this niggly empty feeling inside of me. It feels like I`m trapped, like this is as good as it`s going to get for me, a life-time of mediocrity. I`m sure that further on down the track something will come along to blow me away and give my life some purpose, but right now I`m sick to death of searching and waiting.
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