|Current mood:|| frustrated|
|Current music:||Fuck `Em If They Can`t Take A Joke - The Dictators|
The weekend turned out to be quite a bit better than I had expected. On Saturday Sandy & I took a walk along the beach near Noble Park after we checked into our Hotel. It was pretty fucking cold but the walk did wonders to cheer up my mood. After the walk we too a cruise out to Frankston for a quick look around.
For dinner I wanted to go to a pub, or even a nice cafe so we could sit down, chat and chill out before we had to go to the party, but Noble Park & Springvale are toilets for good eating. Instead we ended up eating Kentucky Fried Chicken in our room, which left me feeling bloated & Blagh!
The party itself was ok. Got to catch up with Libby & Rochene after about 6 years which was good, thier hoping to catch up with us before Christmas, which would be good, but I`m not overly hopeful. We`ve made such promises before. I guess all people and I`m blaming myself more than anyone are lazy at keeping in touch. I also caught up with Brian which was also good, and Dad which wasn`t so good. So I didn`t drink too much, tried to be social. I give myself 8/10 for effort. Not real bad considering the mood I`ve been in of late.
Once back at the motel I had a coffee, atempted to make love to Sandy, which resulted in a brief ugly tryst that left me feeling cold, angry & undesired & fell into a deep sleep that was punctuated with really fucked up dreams.
Sunday morning we did breakfast at Southbank, went to the national gallery for awhile, and then caught up with Kaye & Brett for lunch, well it was supposed to be for lunch but the dick-wits took our order and forgot to cook our food, so it was about 3.00pm we had lunch, which wasn`t very nice and the service sucked ass big time.
By the time we got home I was absolutely fucked! I didn`t get to play any guitar, just flopped on the couch and fell asleep. So that was the weekend. Now it`s back to the real world. I got gym in a couple of hours, work & then a guitar lesson. At least I`m only working a 4 day week this week. I`m also going to try and lay off the boozing until at least the weekend. I`m giving myself an absolute flogging in the gym everyday and not getting the results I want. Thats because I get pissed off, start drinking, and of course beer is packed with a terrifying amount of kilojoules. So I`ll try to be good & sober & try to release my aggressions & frustrations in the gym.