| Current mood: |  tired |
| Current music: | the early november<3 |
I just want to close my eyes and picture myself in your arms.
I love Brian.
Today was a very blah day. But the night was good. I got to see Brian..for like five minutes, but still.. Ah, well. My mom has been gone all week. It's been nice. But she gets home tomorrow, and to say she hasn't been missed by me would be putting it mildly.
Matt has been calling me everyday. ..I didn't mind it at first, but..I don't know. It's a problem I have. Guys come off as way too clingy for me and it annoys me and end up brushing them off.
Booger IMed me today. I was surprised because it's usually me initiating conversation between us. We didn't talk for very long..but it kind of reassured me that he was the one to start talking to me. He makes me crazy/happy/frustrated/miserable/excited...but it's not love. Yet. He's fickle so it's hard to know where I stand with him.
I miss Ashley!! She's in Mexico City..bleh come back! I miss talking to you, love. Seriously. I love, love, love you! <333 Tell me what you want for Christmas!
It doesn't feel like Christmas. At all. I miss when I was younger..Christmas was like..magical back then.
Holy crap!..I was talking to Rese the other day. I haven't talked to her in like two months! It's insane. I miss her to the maximum. We had some good times back at the beginning of the year..haha yeah. Good memories with her. But then everything with Liz happened..and that kind of broke us apart. But..we made plans for the weekend. I'm not holding my breath though. My plans always fall through. But I love her.
I miss my brother. We still talk and see eachother and everything. But he's..different now. He smokes and is all up in drugs and shit. He's the most important person in my life, always has been. He's so much better than what he's making himself out to be; so much smarter than that shit. I love him so much..blah. That depresses me.
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