| Current mood: |  sick |
| Current music: | coheed & cambria |
well kids..
looks like i've got that flu that everyone else has.. i hope i dont die from it though :*( .... ahh geeze
so today was the worst day i've had in a long time... i broke up with nick, katys still sick, i feel terrible too, i feel really bad for nick.... and i duno! i just feel like everythings caving in .... urgh i only complicate things more myself, but what can i do?? i don't feel like being in a relationship, that may sound selfish, but it's not. i don't want to lead anyone on. so yeah, my cousin from columbus died today. she wasn't that old and i think we may go down there for the funeral but im not 100% sure.... i miss katie b .... and sara! where is my sara?!
i didnt fall asleep until 330 this morning.... i couldnt sleep i was so achey/cold and in so much pain! i had to get up and get a hot bath.. it helped so much! but yeah here i am again...... all shatty... im doing NOTHING all weekend! cause i don't want to.... i want to get better, this flu thing freaks me out ... im just gonna sip gatorade and nick's calling me tongiht.. that kid probably wants some answers but i duno what to tell him.... i just feel to
to ... to... I DUNO! he's just not right for me.. 2 months was great but i wanna see other people and we were boring.. i know i know HOW FUN DO YOU WANT IT TO BE? you just have to know how i feel and know me i guess.... meh what fuckin ever..... everyone have a good night and for god's sake BUNDLE UP..
say a prayer for me and i'll say one for you.... tata babies
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