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Maria Full of Grace (miabean) wrote,
@ 2003-12-08 17:27:00
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    Current mood: contemplative
    Current music:brandon new- Me Vs. Maradona Vs. Elvis

    looky here
    it's me again... this time im studying and enjoying the quiet... my little brother is sleeping, mom is going to church ( i went this morning ) and dad.. he's somewhere.
    i really should call my dad tonight, he sent me a nice christmas card, yes maria yes do so ASAP.
    i feel rather alone at the moment.. i just took two quiz's about a porno... you can check the results B-LOW!
    i really despise learning, but i guess we all have to at one point or another... today i really feel like something bad is going to hit me for some reason, ya know? like blind side me or kick my ass or fuck me when im not looking... ah man i hope im looking when i get fucked... so kiss me hard cause this will be the last time that i let you, i really want a kiss... i just ate ice cream, that was the last thing to grace my lips... it was damn good too.
    im a loser, i love it. well i have a new mission... i wanna go to a concert reaaaallyyyyy bad. brand new. that's who i want to go see.
    my room is such a mess, when my room is a mess or cluttered i think things go bad for me because that's how i act.... i am cluttered, my mind is full and i'm empty. it's rather odd, but it's credited to many copasetic ordeals.
    that's a good word to describe life right now... i just wanna crawl under my sheets and be one with the bed... if that makes any sense at all... i hate it when 624 rolls around in the morning, and i hear the monotonous static of my alarm clock, i hit snooze out of anger and retardedness... then i retreat to the bathroom and hang out by the register... i love warmth. i long for the summer sun to light up my face once again, instead of early sunsets that kill the day.
    Today was an odd day, i kept staring at blake for some ungodly reason.. the kid probably thinks im a goofnut, but i miss blake! we were good friends... same with eric and ryan... i duno, can't stop change i guess? I say that too much... well good night to all and to all a good night... i need to finish studying adv. bio. and religion....
    until next time......

    Bye Kids.

    After one or two I get used to the room
    We go slow when we first make our moves
    By five or six bring you out the car
    Number nine with my head on the bar

    And it's sad, but true
    Out of cash and I.O.U's

    I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans
    My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent
    Bring you back to the bar
    Get you out of the cold
    A sober, straight face gets you out of your clothes
    And they're scared that we'll know
    All the crimes they'll commit
    Who they'll kiss before they get home

    I will lie awake
    Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
    Make you fall for every empty word I say

    Barely conscious in the door where you stand
    Your eyes are fighting sleep while your mouth makes its demands
    You laugh at every word trying hard to be cute
    I almost feel sorry for what I'm going to do
    And your hair smells of smoke
    Who will cast the first stone?
    You can sin or spend the night all alone

    Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold
    In the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone
    You're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start
    If you let me have my way I swear I'll tear you apart
    Cause it's all you can be
    You're a drunk and you're scared
    It's ladies night, all the girls drink for free

    I will lie awake
    And Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
    Make you fall for every empty word I say
    My inner child is sixteen years old today

    My inner child is sixteen years old!

    Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
    adults might just accept that, I know
    something's gotta change. And it's gonna
    change, just as soon as I become an adult and
    get some power of my own.

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