well the only boy i ever loved broke my heart tonight. he told me in the nicest way possible that he found someone else but he will always love me and im the reason that he's so happy. what a slam.. i haven't been this upset in a long time. eric if you ever read this... i love you more than anything and i always want you in my life. im not one to profess my feelings for people but you're the only one i feel this strongly for. i know no one will ever read this but i wish somehow i could change your mind... a piece of me died.