| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | Ours - I'm A Monster |
The fool that I am
I am such a fool. The dark side never really went away. It came back. I allowed it to come back into me.
She found out and she says it is over.
I must not self destruct.
I must not self destruct.
I remind myself the words she say, to love myself more.
She is ever so understanding and caring despite it all. Why am I such a fool.
I'm a monster...
Am I a bad guy
Am I a bad soul
My eyes roll backward
My head fell forward
We want the vampires
They want the daylight
Undecided if we will feel it
All the lies and fantasies I picked to deny what is right
as the lawyers lie down to the sound of a broken man clinging
to the legs of a butterfly.
We live to see our children die,
turn to the bright to describe what we never will find,
I'm a monster singing through the side of a left eye
And I will pay for, and I will pay for,
I couldn't have her,I couldn't save her,
If I could grab on, I'd pull the ......
All the lies and fantasies I picked to deny what is right
as the lawyers lie down to the sound of a broken man clinging
to the legs of a butterfly, of a butterfly
We live to see our children die,
turn to the light to describe what we never will find,
I'm a vampire clinging to the sounds for a fast high.
All the lies and fantasies I picked to describe what is right
as the lawyers lie down to the sound of a broken man clinging
to the legs of a butterfly.
I live to see our children die,
turn to the bright to describe what we never will find,
I'm a monster singing through the sigh of a left high.
I haven't been able to fall asleep much since. I try to but my mind refuses to stop thinking. I keep waking up...
The tears just won't stop flowing when I listen to this. It sums everything up...
I miss her calming voice that puts me into slumber land every night. Now even this simple thing is gone and it is all my fault. I destroyed everything with my own hands. Like she says... it's not the same anymore...
I am nothing. I am a fool. I am a monster...
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