|Current mood:|| lazy|
|Current music:||dashboard confessional - so long sweet summer|
hey thanks, thanks for that summer...
i had a nice relaxing lazy summer today. very good after a week of vacation. the only place i went was church. mike danielson was there which was queer because ive never seen him at church before ever. he looked sooooooo good though. wow. he's one of those guys who can pull of the tightish sweater look. ohhh baby. i don't want to think he's hot though. everyone thinks he's hot and he's an ass unless he think you're hot and he so knows he's gorgeous. i need to not think guys like that are hot, but he is. grrr. at least he's not as hot as emo boys though. we need some more hot emo boys at rhs. mabey one will move here this year. i call dibs in hopeful advance!!! anyways. during the "peace be with you" part of mass i turn around to shake peoples hands and TOM DOTY is there. i had no idea he was there so i turn around really quick because im really really scared. then i thought it was really funny and i almost cracked up in church. i tried so hard not to. that kid scares me a lot. he's really creepy. and has sex with his dad. hahaha man i almost forgot about that bus ride. so i then on the way home, i saw a large group of guys in our grade and there was max cyr who is also gorgeous and i also don't want to think so either for some of the same reasons. arg arg arg. so i really don't think my mom can give rides to the punchline/cts show at all. i'm starting to get scared because i don't know if anyone can give rides and this show is essential to my well being. and if i don't go i might be driven legally insane. or mabey i'd kill myself. or someone else. most likely someone else. so in other news, mg is mad at me because i was slightly ranting to annie last night about how she can be a poser sometimes and i didn't want to her to come to cts which the first part is sometimes true and the second part is just me being a baby. she blocked me though and i didn't think that was the most mature route. if she wanted to resolve it or talk about it with me i'd be happy to. i love mg and i don't want her mad at me but if she's gonna act like that she's not showing that she's any better than i am. i have two new obsessive songs. all day today and yesterday when i got back form the cape i've been listening to dashboard's so long sweet summer. it's such an end of summer anthem and "i heart it, i heart it a lot." that my new obsessive emo song. my new obsessive hip hop song is beyonce/sean paul's baby boy. that is some hot shit right there. hot shit. i think i'm going to quail's tommorrow with beth to watch a movie. not sure though i belive i'm speaking to the bdogg spaater. i hope i can go because i don't think i'm doing anything tommorrow. boredom.