| Current mood: |  tired |
| Current music: | "Adam's Song" - Blink 182 |
too tired to sleep
I played Risk from 8pm-2am....so yes, I'm an idiot and didn't do my homework on time. I'm calming down by writing because I'm getting angry and anxious an that's no good. This weekend went well...um...kinda. I had a discussion with Pamela, and told her everything; every little thing that I hadn't wanted to tell her and make things awkward. I told her about the tears, the frustration, the counseling, I told her everything. she said that we should go our seperate ways, which, although expected, was still a devestating course of action at the time. I've never been this close to anyone, and I've never had to walk away from someone for good...I don't know how to handle the situation really, but after some time to myself after a strenuous workout that almost made me get sick, I arrived at the conclusion that perhaps it might be for the best, I'm not really sure. I've been keeping a dream journal recently, which has made me think a lot more and understand some of what's going on in my head. Also, it's become a lot easier to remember my dreams now, so that's always fun at the very least.
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