|Current mood:|| complacent|
|Current music:||the daily show|
i was just thinking about how when someone asks how you are and i always say "good" or "ok," but in reality im never good or ok. im usually nothing above horrible. i know my life isnt that bad, and it could be so much worse. but then again im the one thats probably gonna be dead by the time im 25. thank you kidneys :) if someone asked me if i was happy i could honestly say that im not. yes little things like food and people and material possessions make me happy for a little while, there will always be something to bring me down. i guess this is just the way i am. oh well. how can i be happy with everything that goes on in the world.