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i'm just the girl whos had too many chances (maybexomemories) wrote,
@ 2005-09-16 17:58:00
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    Current mood: satisfied
    Current music:Brand New-- The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot

    i'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate
    okay, so i got a new journal because i'm sick of people always posting gay comments that make no sense. haha i dont know why that bothers me so much, but it just does. so this journal is for just my friends and stuff to see.. not gay asses who i know will post comments that are rude and/or senseless.

    heres my survey.

    Think About This

    Created by worthlessone and taken 18 times on Bzoink

    Have You Ever...
    Been raped?um, no..
    Molested?i thought that was the same thing?
    Physically abused?....no
    Physically/sexually abused someone else?no. shut up.
    Been attacked?no
    Robbed?no
    Been held at knife/gunpoint?no
    Held someone at knife/gunpoint?no
    Attacked or robbed someone?no
    Been forced into something?yes
    Said yes when you meant no?yes
    Had a panic attack?um, sure
    Been diagnosed with a mental disorder?no
    Stayed in a mental hospital?no
    Been betrayed?yes
    Betrayed someone?probably. i think almost everbody has.
    Prayed?yes
    Jumped in a pile of leaves?yesss
    Worn yellow rubber boots?ha, dont think so
    Wished on a plane because there was no star?ha, no
    Spent a major holiday alone?no
    Been stranded?yesss, at fisher auditorium at night. i thought i was gonna get raped, it was so scary.
    Remembered an important part of your life that you had forgotten?no
    Forgotten someone completely?no
    Been forgotten?idk
    Been accused?yes
    Accused someone?yes
    Been terrified of someone?not really
    Had a "bad feeling" about someone or something?yes
    Used Tarot cards?no
    Gone to church?yes
    Been too scared to say no?idk?
    Recited a poem?yes
    Started singing out loud, unaware that you were doing so?yes, hahahaha today i did.. and alonzo was like, what the heck?
    Forgotten your own birthday?no
    Almost drowned?..yeah, i fell in the pool before i could swim, my brother had to save me, haha.
    Been on fire?no
    Seen someone on fire?no
    Sat or stood on the roof of a very tall building?no.. haha but i've sat on hannah's like, 6 ft. high off the ground "deck roof" or whatever, haha
    Seen someone die?no
    Cry yourself to sleep?yes
    Laugh so hard it hurt?yes
    Cry until you felt like you had no tears left?yes
    Known a criminal?no
    Tried to make someone do something they didn't want to do?yes
    Purposefully hurt someone that cared about you... that you cared about?yes
    Jumped in front of a moving vehicle?hahaha, yes. i do it all the time, it scares the hell out of my mother.
    Spent the day in a cemetery?no
    Written a letter longer than five pages?no
    Been stuck somewhere for over three hours?no
    Stood for something that you refused to back down on?mhmm
    Been truly criticized for your beliefs?idk
    Been shunned and ostracized for your beliefs?no
    Lost friends for your beliefs?no
    Not had a friend?um, not really
    Been completely alone?no
    Completely destroyed something you cared about?idk
    Walked out of a relationship forever that was going great for both of you?haha, kind of. it hasnt been forever yet though, so yeah.
    Screamed at the top of your lungs?yes
    Stood at the top of a cliff?no
    Fell asleep on the beach?yes
    Been inside a tent?yes
    Did something you promised yourself you would never do?idk, not really.
    Break a promise, not only to yourself, but to others?yes
    Truly wanted to die?not really
    Intentionally hurt yourself?yes, ha. today in art, i poked myself w/ those little sharp thingys.. i was bleeding : )
    Knew someone who intentionally hurt his or herself?yes
    Told a lie that hurt you, and who you were lying to?idk, probly
    Lied to take the blame for someone else?yes, because i'm such a good friend
    Lied in court?never been in court
    Had recurring nightmares?yesssss
    Decided you'd had it with society?idk
    Broken someone's dream?idk
    Had your dream broken?yes
    Last
    Person you hurt?mike, i stabbed with those things in art
    Smiley face you've used?just the regular one
    Time you really laughed?at lunch, hahahaha. it was great.
    Time you were truly acting like yourself?idk
    Time you confided in someone?idk
    Person you had confide in you?idk
    Insult you were given?idk
    Compliment?um, ha. well, nice ass. from cory and ben. they're gay.
    Grade?uhhh..
    Test?we had one today in algerbra
    Project?i'm working on right now
    Time you really looked at someone?idk, it was most likely cory. god, i'm retarded.
    Song you listened to?plain white t's --fireworks
    Time you sat down at the dinner table to eat dinner?idk, a long time ago, we never eat dinner together
    Dream or nightmare you had?idk
    Favorite or Best
    Memory?anything with hannah
    Friend?hannah, tor, gina, rebecca, em
    Subject?nothing. school's gay
    Thing to do?out with my friends being retarded
    Hero?BATMAN IS MY HEERRROOO : )
    Quote?dont have one
    Thing someone said to you today?"i love you ash, you're great" afjlkjajfjlfjaas. cory said that.
    Book?the perks of being a wallflower
    Author?stephen king
    Game?moods, good times*emilie.stephanie.
    Word?idk
    Poem?idk
    Teacher?Mrs. Ciarelli i suppose
    Stranger you saw today?some black guy walking through fisher
    Letter?seriously, who has a favorite letter?
    Flavor?green apple
    Smell?love spell, victoria secrets and smile, some cheap stuff from deb
    Taste?idk
    Emotion?amusement, happiness, i guess?
    Myth?umm, idk
    Mythological creature?idk
    Fariy tale?Thumblina, or whatever it's called.. haha
    Fictional character?Butters from South Park, you know it.
    Part of life??
    Part of your life in particular??
    Thing you did today?every moment spent with cory.
    Thing you said today?"oh my god ally, you're bleeding!" that was sooo funny, hahaha.
    Compliment you could ever receive?iddkkk
    Least Favorite or Worst
    Part of life?idkkk
    Insult?idc, insults dont insult me, haha.
    Memory?when ben and alonzo.. yeah.. nevermind.
    Scent?idkk
    Flavor?orange
    Author?j.k. rowling
    Taste?idk
    Poem?idk
    Book?you dont know me
    Store?limited too, hollister/abercrombie
    Thing that ever happened to you?idk
    Thing you've ever done?idk
    Thing you've ever said?idk
    Person?Tyletta fucking Lane, i hope she slits her own throat. no joke.
    Flower?idk
    Place?idk
    Food?idk
    Subject?social studies and science
    Emotion?feeling lonely
    Some More Stuff
    Do you believe in hate?not really..
    Love?yes
    Apathy?ummm..
    Do you have a good memory?no, it absolutely sucks
    Where was the last place you've been, that isn't where you are now?fisher auditorium
    Describe the tiny details of that place.um, it desperately needs a paint job. theres pictures on the walls of theatre majors, and each person has something mean written on them.
    How many people have you loved?zero. besides like, my family.
    Have you fallen in and out of love?idk
    How many people do you love now?idk
    Do you believe in an All-Powerful deity?umm? idk?
    Where do you believe people go after death?heaven.
    Why do you think the universe exists?good question
    If you could pick the theme of the world, what would the theme be?idk
    Would you rather die alone or with people around you?die alone
    Do you have a secret you've never told anyone?well, i told my brothers. none of my friends know though
    If there was one thing you could get rid of, what would it be?dont know
    You're alone on an island with one single object. What is it?does cory count? yeah, okay. i'm not obsessed just so you know, really, i'm not.
    If only one piece of technology could exist, what would you have it be?idk? phone?
    Why?because its the first thing that popped into my head
    If you could only pick one memory, what would it be?idk
    Why?..
    If you had to choose between being blind and deaf, what would you choose?deaf
    Would you be able to give someone the death penalty?no way. even though i think there should be death penalties
    What is one thing that makes you who you are?idkkkk.

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    --yeah, okay. that was freaking stupid.


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