| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | I Want to Hear You Sad - The Early November |
It seems, everyone around me is falling in love. Me? Im just falling. Hoping someone will catch me..
Well, I feel better about everything today. All that dumb shit from yesterday is over with, pretty much. Which is relieving..but I won't forget about it though. I don't know, I've just been thinking about a lot lately and yea. People.. they suck. But I have to deal with it, because not everyone is going to be exactly the way I want them to be and not everything is always gonna go my way. I just have to learn that. Like I said, its good that summers just about here because thats my only escape from people. In general.
So anyway, up until about 5th period today I was basically in the most unsociable mood ever. But I kinda got over it and yea. The day went on. And the rest of the school day was nothing special. After school I came home, and thought about everything a little bit more, and fell asleep..which was nice because I slept for maybe a total of two hours last night because I felt like crap physically and mentally. Sleep is good.
So me and Katie decided we wanted to go for a walk, like usual. We saw Heather and almost made her get in a car accident lol and we saw Maria and Jerry. We called Katies ma to get us b/c we didnt feel like walking anymore, we drove around for a little, and then went home. Lol, Katie..the word of the day: "mo-fucka"
When I got home I was on the phone w/ Jolene on 3-way with Peter. That was the 1st time I talked to him, he seems funny and really nice. I'm happy for her.
Now that I'm just sitting here, Im starting to think about everything once again and I'm gettin in that effin depressed mood once again. God. Finals are coming and Im dreading them so much. I suck at math. Grr. And yea stupid little issues with friends..I could do without these problems. But what can I say, life goes on. Eh, I'm out. Later.
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