hello. i havent taken my happy pill in 4 days. my fucking subscription hasnt come in the mail yet. they said they mailed it on the 10th. you'd think with such fucking unorganization they'd be busted by the fucking better buisness berueau (however you fucking spell that word) for making so many people go fucking crazy without their medication.
im not trying to complain. actually, i am complaining. and i dont care. because you have no idea how much pain i'm in right now.and its not like i'm making you read this, so i'm allowed to complain in this damn thing!
every inch of my body is sore. my mom says its prolly from the dance, but it feels like it just got sore overnight. my brain is completely frazzled. my vision is blurry (maybe from crying or maybe from not taking my medication) my eyes are puffy and i can barely walk straight. i'm really like... unmotivated and lazy. i cant like feel anything and i dont even want to listen to music which is pretty fucked up for me. even typing hurts. i cant inhale very much because for some reason it hurts like a bitch and makes me cough up a lung. i feel like a fucking sloth that has arthritis. i dont even know whats wrong with me but i dont want to talk to anyone or do anything. im making these coconut squares (i was forced into it. they sound pretty nasty but they'll be good) and my sisters friend mike croche from AA is comin over today.. but he got in an accident over by CVS and he doesnt have his liscence right now so i hope everythings okay with that. this guy is really cool, he's like a 40 year old deigo. alright well my whatever the fuck i'm cooking is done, and i have to go melt some chocolate chips to "lightly drizzle on the top". kill me with an axe, por favor?
love,
me
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