when im talkin to myself id always rather be talkin to you
todya was school. fun times. it was the seniors last day-i dont really care. i thought i would, but i dont. anyways i hate school so much. i feel so stupid and out of place. im not really good friends with anybody in my classes except english (lex and alyssa) but other than that, lunch is cool and before math with jill. i just feel like everyone else knows that they belong there and im just kind of watching from the sidelines. i dont know why i even bother going. im not learning anything. im failing math and getting a d in science and spanish. lately ive been in a shitty mood and i just want to yell all the time. the smallest things piss me off. AHHHHHH i need to do something. maybe ill just write stupid things on an online journal that nobody reads... whatever works. well i got in a big fight with my dad last night, again. it sucked. then he went out and i "played" my guitar and listened to brnad new something corporate and the ataris. i havent listened to blink in so long. i feel like im cheating on tom... haha im such a loser. yesterday i went the hubbard house and then to the freshman game. i miss softball sooo much. jill was playing (i was really happy for her) then it started raining. so meg me and hub went to mcdonalds and laughed at the caucasian : immagrant ratio. then we went to lauren's house and she showed us her prom dress. it was soo pretty. she looked like the little mermaid when she wears the sparkly dress at the end. then i came home and watched dawson's creek again. and now im going to eat some pop tarts and get ready for my youth game.