so ill stand with a dead smile on my face...
fuck this place. i lost the war. i hate you all. your mom;s a whore.
anyways im kinda in a shiite mood. dance of the shiites woot. anyways things havent been so awesome latley. people just seem to suck. like i feel like i have so much to say, but nobody to say it to. i tt just seems like im walking around in a revolving door by myslef and there are people all around but nobody;s helping me out. it sounds stupid but its true. anyways i had a game today and we lost. alyssa played with us which was cool. ive been doing a lot of thinking the last two days-ouch. haha i just smoked myself. i wrote a song, guitar and everything, i wrote it down so i didnt forget-but it doesnt sound as good as it did the first time i played it. you wanna know something chris padden> i really dont care that you randomly flip out at me and think its ok, cause now i gotr mad for the first time cause no longer is there a boner fore you, i really dont care what you think about me writing this, you can go and tell all your cool new friends but im sick of it. anyways now that that was said, im going to make chocolate chip pancakes and take a shower. later