its been three weeks, it just gets worse
today lex and chris called me and we went to boston. it was ok. we went to some punk thrift thing, that was interesting. i realised today that i hate myself. i really don't like the person that I am. everything about makes me mad. i dont know why. sfter that we went to newbury street, where some black guy commented on how chris had "two" meaning females. it was funny i guess, then they went to lex's and i came home. i havnt spoke to my parents in like2 hours, i dont know why. im pissed and trying to do anything to get my mind of things. things that most poeple dont put in an online journal, not boy things cause that's stupid. chris pointed out how me and lex have stupid obsessions with stupid boys, and yeah we do. that makes me mad. i hate girls who are like that, and yet i am. i hate the fact that im talking about hw i hate everything, SHUT UP KELLY damn. im going to watch the disney channel, nothing better to do.