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hassles
man why is it that every time i get into somesort of relationship its always fucked up cuz something odd happens and compicates it to the point it dont work out? im tired of try to make relationships work when they dont work out. that probably why i just end them, cuz i cant make them work, even in the most ocward condisions. death has come to my mind alot latly. but the only thing that has stoped me is the fact that i might be a father. i dotn want any child to never know who there father is. whut they were like or anything like that. lifes to short as it is, why just go through and end it with out thinking? but yet death is still cuforting to me for some od reason, like its been trying to koax me into its trap, or have me do it dirty work for it. life has been odd ofr someone who know the feeling of death every time its around, weither if its for me or not i know when it around every time. nothing can controll the gods right well it seems there is something more then all the gods coming for me now a days, soemthing that will bring the end of wut we are.
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