| Current mood: |  crushed |
| Current music: | Scarry sounds from the TV that my bro n friends r watching!! |
Well Its saterday night and the time right now is 10:57...
I have church in the morning and I can't sleep...
I really want a boyfriend and it's really getting to the upsetting point... I mean not even a boyfriend... just someone to talk to and some one that will be willing to listen to my problems and I can always count on...
Just hearing boyfrined/girlfriend stories from my friends is cool n all but it makes me feel really.. well... pathetic...
At least once I just want SOMEBODY that I like to like me back...
Honestly.... I cant tell you even how CLOSE it hurts....
Winter... Cudle together in front of the fire place... watch some scarry movies....
Spring... Water fight... out in the rain ...
Summer... teach me to play bball (lol) swim watch movies go to the movies hang with friends
fall... It really doesnt matter cause none of this will ever happen.................
There's this one person that I like oh so very much and I cant even write about in here....
I just know nothing will ever happen and I'm to scared to even talk to him and through his eyes lookin at me im just some girl... if i had the chance or the opportunity I would do anything for him.. literally... I wish i was his kinda girl... I just dont understand why things have to be the way they do.... whenever he talks to me... when ever he smiles... It's like all troubles run away...
But then when he mentions other girls I know im just that "little girl"
Whenever I dont talk to him.... or whenever it seems like were miles apart... I cant get my mind off him....
I hate it I really really do
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