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I'll be there for you...
I had a nice time with Brody last night. I hadn't hung out with her in so long. I can't even remember the last time I got to hang out with her and just chill. I walked into the house dressed up like a four year old girl singing this Christmas song that made her bust up laughing so hard, haha. I was feeling unsually hyper that night. I dragged her ass out of the house along with Nathan, Daniel, Trent and headed to a nearby carnival.That was awesome. I ripped up the sidewalk pushing the stroller and screaming my head off while she struggled to keep up with me. We didn't do anything other than sit on the ferrish wheel and make asses out of ourselves. She then grabbed my hand and we all left the carnival and went to a store where we bought.. stuff.
After that, we went to bed, only I couldn't sleep and ended up laying there, staring out the window while listening to the babies' breathing and making sure they were alright. I read Kat's entry only I didn't get to form a response. I guess this is a good spot to say what I wanted to say when I read it. So if your name isn't Katherine Heigl, stop reading now.
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Kat, I don't know where to begin. I'm so happy to have you back in my life. The real you; not the one that I had to deal with for a while.I'll never understand what happened and I'm sure don't either so I won't try to analyze it because there's no point. I knew that wasn't you. Not the Kat that I knew. I've missed you so much. When we first met, I never thought that we'd become best friends. I thought it was just pure luck that we even got along together at all.But all the things that we went through, that speaks volumes of our friendship. There's so much between us than just fond memories.
We've been through the hardest things together and I'm never going to just willingly throw everything away. I've always held onto to that glimmer of hope that we'll get back to how we were before. You never just my best friend to me, you were like my sister. You and Brody both. Granted that one of you became my sister-in-law, haha. Anyway, I'm never going to forget it.There are days where I'll sit there and reminisce about the good old days when we were attached to the hip. I mean, nobody ever saw one of us without the other.
The many times where we'd share a private joke or run to each other crying our eyes out, it's all been stored up and held inside the most secret areas of my heart. There's only so much that I can say about how relieved and ecstatic I am about having you back in my life. I don't know where to begin. I felt like a part of me was missing when you strayed from me. You kind of lost me. I can't help but feel like maybe everything is going to be okay again now that you're with me again. I got my best friend back. ;D
I love you.
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