| Current music: | Staind - Fill Me Up |
I don't always let it show..
When I catch my breath, it's you I breathe.
I've been tired a lot lately. Feeling sick and gagging on food when I try to eat. I feel fine but I hate feeling like complete shit and it's all I've been feeling for the past week or so. I don't know where I stand in life right now. I've been feeling completely mixed up and confused. The only thing that stands solid in my brain is the fact that Kat is back in my life. And it's the same Kat that I've known forever, not the girl I've been seeing lately, the one that hurts people and feels no remorse for it. I miss my old Kat and she's back. I'm grateful for that at least.
I've been counting my blessings and you're one I can't live without.
I miss Joel. I haven't uttered a word about him for a while, have I? But yeah -- I miss him. I'm sick of feeling... I don't know how I feel. I miss my friends. I miss Elijah and I miss Tobey and Jessi and Amy and Lyssa. I miss my Brody.
You fill me up
You're in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things, you give away
Sometimes I take for granted
It's just like poetry inside
To hear you breathing by my side
Like I'm in Heaven and I've died
So glad you're with me for this ride.
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