|Current mood:|| lonely|
|Current music:||just the silent humming of my pc...|
like you have to guess....
yep. the same ol same ol. i'm miserable without my boys, and there isn't a whole lot i can do about it at the moment. all i want to do is have them run up and give me big ass hugs and kisses like they used to do every night i came home from school or work. god, how i miss them. my heart aches soo badly every minute of every day. all i wish to do is have them here with me, being the pain n the butts that they are...lol. not really pain in the butts, but as cumbersome as a 1 year old and a 3 year old can be for a single parent. anyhow, i'm off to bed now before i become too depressed. i love you nate and nic, with all my heart, and all my soul. everything i'll ever have, and everything i'll ever be.