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Mahina Rosa (mahinarosa) wrote,
@ 2003-10-03 16:15:00
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    Current mood: amused
    Current music:split screen saddness

    I will not let it last, for I am the stronger being
    You know what? Im not worried that Im going to be "depressed" as my friends have all recently labled me, for along time. I dont care what the reason is that Im "depressed" as long as it works it self out. I guess Ill just go with it, cant realy do much else right? This "depression" is a mere parasite on my wonderful life. But something is missing. Peopel always say things are missing in their lives.
    JOHN MAYER LYRICS

    "Something's Missing"

    I'm not alone, I wish I was.
    'Cause then I'd know, I'm down because,
    I couldn't find, a friend around
    To love me like, they do right now.
    They do right now.

    A desert frown, the shopping malls
    I search for joy, then plot it out.
    And all is well, I can't complain.
    It is just a game, it's just a phase.

    And I can't tell you just what's keeping me down.
    Something's missing,
    And I don't know how to fix it.
    Something's missing,
    And I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is
    I don't.

    And autumn comes, it doesn't last.
    It just walks in, where it left you last.
    And you never know, when it starts
    Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart:

    I can't put my finger on what's keeping me down.
    Something's missing,
    And I don't know how to fix it.
    Something's missing,
    And I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is now.

    I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design
    I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness.
    For loneliness like this.

    Something's missing,
    And I don't know how to fix it.
    Something's missing,
    And I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is.

    Friends, check. Money, check.
    Guitar, check. Happy Home, check. Microphone, check.

    And I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is
    At all:.

    Must figure it out.

    Horoscope: ..... who knows it didnt come in the email. I have no fate

    This is funny. So ironic. Im so confused I feel like laughing and never stoppping. But I feel like crying. haha. wow this is really interesting.....
    through the confusion one can not help but wonder what the source maybe or what will fix it or when it will be fixed.
    Highschool is boring by the way. I dont know how much more of it I can take. HAHA!!!! FOUR MORE YEARS STILL! Im going insane.
    overload...homeowrik, soccer, swim, freinds its all too much...
    but I should be able to do it right? sure I can. I can do anything. right?
    this should be easy.
    other people have a much harder life then this, why cant I live through this?
    I can
    I will



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