|Current mood:|| sick|
Back again. Didn't mean to disappear for months but break was crazy, school was crazy, and the computer was in the shop for over a month of that. Yeah gotta love technology, ehh?
So let's play the catch up game. In 100 words or less. Not that I'll actually be counting. Let's see what's happened since December. Well, Michael is officially in my past. . But I've learned to let go. I think. It's been easier since the season ended and I don't see him much. Granted we still have class together but its easier. The other one has managed to stay in my past for 9 months now which is probably my biggest accomplishment. So its the single life for me which is probably what I need. I should be finishing up PT this week. We have no coaching staff right now but I'll be fully cleared to begin playing catchup there too. 8 weeks of strength and conditioning to make up. I'm feeling good though. Better than I have in about 4 years. I might be changing my major. Well, adding one. Suddenly I think Education would be a good thing to add. I've got 800 meetings this week and I'll make a decision after all that.
I've learned to stop asking what next? In the past 3 months, I've had 4 people close to me diagnosed with serious illnesses all with more questions than answers. I've had surgery. 3 other friends have also had surgery. I'm 19 years old. My apartment should not in any way shape or form resemble an infirmary but of the 8 people I just mentioned, 3 of us live here. I hate to complain like this. My apologies. It was a weekend full of bad news and its beginning to take its toll on me. Particularly because I went back to school and will be dealing with most of it on my own.
Where is this snow of which they promised? Granted I loved the spring weather but I'm exhausted and its occurred to me I have quiz tomorrow I need to read for as well as reading for all my other classes and I have no energy. To top it off, I've picked up some germ. Basically, I have no appettitte half the time and then when I do, I feel sick after eating anyway. I ate about an hour ago and I'm ready to die now.
So there's my update. Now that you're all hoping I disappear for another 3 months, I'll be going to finish unpacking now. Much more interesting less dramatic weeks ahead. I promise.