You know..sometimes I wish people didn't joke around so much. It really confuses me because I never know when they're serious or not. *sighs, shaking head* Sometimes I don't even know why I bother liking people. I'm too much of a kid at heart for anyone to ever fall in love with. *shrugs* I try to act all tough like Benj, but it never works out. I'm always the little brother type..or the best friend. Maybe sometimes I don't WANT to be that. Maybe sometimes I wanna wake up next to someone..I wanna cuddle..and kiss that special someone. Maybe I just..don't wanna be alone.
And on top of that tragedy, I am stuck inbetween a battle in my family. Sarah's pissed at Benji, and I wanna be there for her. But Benji is my twin and I wanna be there for him too. Blah. Benji should be more serious sometimes, it would clear a lot of things up. Sometimes he goes way too far..and it hurts people..even me. Eh, what am I saying? I'm just your little brother, what I say doesn't count, right?
*sighs and clicks post*
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