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| Current music: | puddle of mud * blurry |
UGH! im so pissed off!!!!!! i swear to god i can never have a good day..its officially proven impossible for me to be happy for a complete day! i am so unhappy with myself! fuck...i woke up this morning and was so lightheaded and sore...blah but besides that i hate my body. I sit there and I think about things and im so fucking fat and ugly and it pisses me off because i dont even do anything about it..i sit here on the fucking computer and phone all damn day long. I swear im going on a hunger strike before next week begins...im gonna just drink water and thats it for a week. And to add to th elist im a bad dancer too..even richardson thinks its going to be too hard fo rme to take these ABT classes..and ill prolly not go now cuz ill just make an idiot out of my self anyway... UGh! what is wrong with me!? im an idiot...fuck it
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