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This week's been stressful...but it's over for now. Funny, how times of rest are no longer dedicated to specific weekdays. One feels stressed - to day is my day off...i had to push hard to get the light from my mid-back. and finally i feel okay. However i do not have the energy now...it's like i get so tired.
I feel so much for my guys. Combine that with the non-changing narrow minded people who i have to please, plus a pastor who seems too much to skim over real attitude changes for mere words....ugh.
I wanna go home. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of feeling the burden of responsibility. I don't want this anymore. And yet i do. Finding time with my kids here, but it's just so sad...i wish i was not alone...in this - there's no compensation for support. Someone that believes the same way you do.
UGH.
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