I should be dead by now (lycre) wrote, @ 2004-02-26 23:51:00

this was my journal on deviantart (http://steelcladsorcerer.deviantart.com)



i've been out of medication for the past 2 days and i've really been feeling it. i cant imagine living like this, i mean it's not great fun when i'm medicated, but it isnt like this. all i can ever do is think about dying. lol yes i've been suicidal for a very long time now, luckily lexapro helps me along. i thought i might as well let the people who view my "art" also view me, for what i am. the manic depressive optimist who's nothing bu an atheist begging to be an agnostic, begging for something real and permanent.

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