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| Current music: | brand new |
i'm sinking like a stone in the sea
Why do I feel the most confused about who I am when I'm supposed to be finally figuring things out? I'm a senior and I feel like a sophomore. Everyone treats me like I am one, too. What's with that? Do I really look that young? Guh, everyone seems to think so. Well suck it, I'll be 18 in 7 months. .. that's exciting and scary at the same time. I just need to get my act together.. but it'd be easier if I knew how.
Oh yeah, so like.. I've made some quasi-friends from Blurty, through other friends and friends of friends and now we're on eachother's friends list. But whenever I see any of you in the halls you guys don't say anything. Well Cessna does, thanks Jason. lol. But c'mon guys, I don't bite in real life. =P
Missed Northstar & Rufio. Biiiig surprise. *sigh* Man, it doesn't suck as much as missing Senses Fail and then Brand New, but I'm still disappointed. If for some reason I can't go to Thrice and Thursday I WILL shoot someone, and I don't care if they're an innocent little emo kid or what. EVEN BETTER MWAHAHAHA
I sooo suck at this motivation thing. I NEED to finish these fucking college essays man. Augh I hate it. HATE HATE HATE. I wish I could just skip all this and become a.... ROCKSTAR! then I'd be rich and stuff and could afford any college I wanted to go to. I probably wouldn't even have to go to college, but I think I'd want to. I don't like being ignorant. Hmmm.. I know what I'll do. I'll MARRY a...ROCKSTAR.. that way I'll have a hot talented husband with lots of money in the bank. Chyeah. Nate is MINEE.
Hey be proud, I'm riding my bike again! Jenn exercising? GASP! But tis true! I got mad though, my cd player would skip on every single bump so I couldn't listen to my music. :( I got to laugh at these 8 year old skateboarders though, that was fun. They fell on their ass and I laughed. Yep. And.. I almost got run over about 52 times. People suck, especially soccer moms in their SUV's. They just don't pay attention, I think. They're too .. retarded. Grrrr.
Tomorrow I have the SAT prep class all day :( and then work like 2 hours later. But.. at least Sunday will be good!!! :) can't waiiittt! heart heart aly :D
ONE LAST THING. This is it, really. Ok. Stop making stupid Jewish jokes. It makes you sound SOOOOOOOO stupid. I don't care if I've talked about this before. You're all still stupid if you think saying "That's so Jewish" is funny. It just makes you sound like an ignorant fuck, just like saying "that's gay, he's gay, what a fag". There's plenty of other ways to insult people, be creative assgnomes. (See?)
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